Dear Anyone,
I am in a world of hurt and confusion for about 1 1/2 years. I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for two years, on and off the first year. We have a child together and one on the way. I am confused because, I do not feel like I'm in love with him. I've wanted to leave so many times, but have been afraid to hurt him and because I feel like it's my duty to stay with him for my children. Also, to add to it, I believe I am in love with one of his friends. I dated his friend while my boyfriend and I were on a break, before I had my first child. He was great and the way he spoke to me, treated me, and looked at me was enough to make him unforgettable. However, I didn't see that at the time and got back with my now boyfriend, who treats me like I'm here only to serve him and bear his children. He's back to smoking, he's disrespectful, inconsiderate. I guess my question is, what would you do in a situation like this? I mean, it's pretty obvious what I should do, but I need to know what you would do and how you would go about doing it.
Tired of Hurting
