Dear Anyone,
I have been in relationship with a man for 4 years. Within these years I've grown to love him so much. We are hoping to marry and have children someday. I know that he is cheating and it hurts. Although, I try to prove to him that I'm a changed woman and won't look back on bad mistakes.
It hurts and I don't know what to do about it. My mind tells me to leave but my heart tells me to stay. I wanna follow my head and leave but my heart belongs to him. What makes it worse it that he is my best friend. I truly don't have any friends except family and God.
I am also confused that he might not love me the way that I love him, which is devastating because I try so hard to please him. It's just not fair.
sick of love
