Dear Anyone,
I am not usually a relationship person. I have had 1 relationship in the past 4 years with the father of my child. I was young when I met him and got pregnant at 18. Things didn't work out and I decided I don't wanna do the whole relationship thing anymore, at least for a very long time. I have had quite a few "friends with benefits". It always seemed like the guy I was with wanted more than I did so they never really worked out. I was kind of aggravated that they tried pushing a relationship. I have found myself in a situation now where the shoe is on the other foot. I started a "friends with benefits" relationship with a guy. We have been hanging out for a few months and I have found myself falling for him. He told me he didn't want a girlfriend right now because he is trying to get his life together right now and he doesn't have time. I told him I didn't think we should hang out anymore because I have fallen in love with him and I know he doesn't want a girlfriend right now. I decided this because I didn't want to push anything because I know how it felt when guys did that. He told me that he thinks we would be together and he would be with me if he was ready for a girlfriend. He asked me why we couldn't be friends anymore. He said we should still be friends without having sex. I hung out with him the other day. We ended up sleeping together. I am not used to having feelings like this. I don't wanna end up getting hurt. I don't know what to do.
not used to these feelings
