Dear Anyone,
I have made the biggest mistake in my life. I have been speaking to this guy on the internet for quite a while now. We speak to each other on the phone and have been doing this for about two months now. He is everything that I have ever dreamt of. The problem is, he is loving the person in the picture. We have never met before and I can't ever meet him because I am not the person in the picture. When I showed him the picture, it was my friend's picture because I feel that I am not good looking. I feel ugly like no one likes me and so I did it to hopefully just find cyber love and to feel loved. However, it has got too far. We speak to each other every single night on the phone, and he says how good looking and sexy I am, but deep down I know that he is looking at the wrong person. I don't know how I ever got like this, I am just a horrible person. He spoke about meeting up yesterday and I had to make up an excuse immediately to get the thought out of his head, but this can only go on for so long before he wants to meet up. I am in love with him and he is in love with me. What do I do? I am a horrible person and I don't deserve anyone.
Depressed with low self-esteem and horrible and will never find anyone.
