Dear Anyone,
I am only in highschool and I was dating this guy for 5 months. We were great. I then got scared and ran--well broke it off. We said we would be friends and we were. He tried to go with me for a week after we broke up, I kept saying no. I then found out that he was dating a new girl which was great, because he was happy and that's what I wanted. Then he and I got close again at church. We hung out and had a great time. I started to allow myself to care for him again. My mistake. I started hanging out with a new friend and she hung out with us. We all had a good time. He was still dating his girlfriend but he broke up with her to go with me because we both felt something again. Next thing I knew I told my friend that I might love him again. Well my mistake. The second I said that she said she liked him. I cared a lot deep down but I have always put others before me. I did and they got to know each other. The second I turned around I found them making out. He knew how much I like him. She knew also. Now I am in a rut. My best friend is dating the guy I like/love.
insidehurt
