I was recently in a 14 month relationship. Over the course of this relationship I cheated on my boyfriend several times with a good friend of both of ours. I never had sex with the other man but I was having sex with my boyfriend. My boyfriend found out about the cheating and still wanted to stay with me. I started being faithful but the other man never left my mind. Now I finally ended the relationship with my boyfriend and I want the other man back. However, he seems no longer interested. Also, I have still been having sex with my ex because I do still have strong feelings for him. I am so confused on what I want and how to even get it.
Lost and Confused