I have been in relationships since I was 17. One until I was 25, and then one for about a year and a half that I just broke off. So, now I am going crazy a little and dating. But, I have this problem. I think I am falling (or already fell) for one of my friends. And I think I even put him off by telling him about one of my dates. And I know it's stupid to be scared, but I am. It's that lightening bolt type of love. I can't stop thinking about him even as I try to go to sleep. We constantly grin in each other's presence. We talk a lot when we are together. He knows things about me even my close partners/friends don't. And, I just don't know if I should wait. What if I lose him? I have only been single for about two months, in ten years! And I am 27 so, it's like a last chance at getting out there a bit.
Could I be ready for something real?