Dear Anyone,
I was dating this guy for 2 and a half years. We had a baby together and decided to put the baby up for adoption. The relationship began to get rocky after the adoption was finalized. I decided we needed a break to redefine ourselves and make sure that it was what we wanted. It was no doubt that I love him with everything within me.
About two months after the break up, he began dating several girls at one time. It so happened that he ended up getting one of the girls pregnant, and he was lying to me about it up until the girl was about five months. I immediately turned bitter towards him, because I was and still hurt. Eventually, I decided to try and deal with it, because we are both still a part of our child's life, we had to get along for his sake and I still love him. Well apparently he's about to marry and he says he doesn't want to, it just feels like the right thing to do. I am hurting real bad, and we talk often about how much we miss each other and how stupid we were to let each other go. It's obvious we want each other back. What should I do?
In Love and In Pain