I was with this girl for 9 months, and in that time I have grown to fully trust her, and deeply love her, more than anyone else. I have missed countless days of work because of her, but that all seemed worth it. Then she dumped me for another guy. Apparently they had been planing this a week in advance. She broke my heart when she did that, and now 2 months later she emails me after she got back from this relaxing vacation, but as it turns out it wasn't that great, all she could do was think of me.
She says she wants me back, but I don't know if I can take her back--I mean my heart says yes, but my mind tells me no. When she left she said she could do better, but now she wants me back? She's a selfish, spoiled brat and I love her.
a hopeless idiot,