I've had a crush on this girl for FOUR YEARS. She's like my dream girl. We've been good friends ever since I've known her (four years). But she went to Japan for a year which is why I couldn't say what I wanted to say to her. Now that she's back, I've dated her twice, and finally got to tell her that I really liked her, and asked if I can be her suitor.
Sadly she turned me down. NOT that she said "no" to me. She just said she wasn't ready for a relationship YET.
The only thing that keeps me going is because she didn't say "no" to me. But I'm in a dillemma right now.
Pathetically in love guy