I have loved this girl for going on three years now. I have asked her out twice and gotten rejected twice. The obvious move would be to move on right? Easier said than done. I have tried to move on, oh I sure have. I have tried and tried. But I cannot. This girl, Breana, is everything. She has me wrapped so much around her finger (Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to. Sorry, I just saw "Click") and she has such control over my life and actions. I want to move on, but part of me doesn't too. I think part of me doesn't is because I have told her so much. I have told her so many things that my parents don't know, my bestfriend doesn't know. No one does.
So my guess is I am too wrapped up in her to pull out now. And I don't want to ask her out again because I don't want my self-confidence being steamrolled for the third time. I am just starting to recover from the last one, two years ago.
My other theory is that I am too competitive and I don't want to take "no" for an answer. But I don't know about that one.
Hopelessly infatuated with my classmate