I will entitle this "Against my Better Judgement".
I am a single thirty year old, recently laid off from my job. In May, I met a man while on vacation in South America who turned out to be one a love of my life. I say this because he was nice, funny and sexy and treated me better than any man I have ever dated. He also told me he wanted to marry me and have babies, but since then I've realized these were just words.
Ever since I returned home we have kept in contact and he has repeatedly asked me to come there in September. I had no holiday time before, but now I have the time so I almost booked the ticket. Normally I am a responsible person who wouldn't just fly 8000 kilometeres but "against my better judgement" I want to go. Keep in mind this man has admitted to having an older sugar momma, and I'm sure he has slept with a few woman since I left in May. I can't forget about this guy. I wake up and think about being with him; I think about him throughout the day. I am basically obsessed.
What is my problem??