This is going to sound really weird, but bear with me. So these two( or three or four) guys like me. They're all my friends and for some reason unknown to me I only think of them as friends. I know any one of them would make a great boyfriend but I keep side stepping all of them. Maybe I just want my first boyfriend to be special or maybe I am just meant to be a just friends creature. I mean I have never felt love in the way of lust or boyfriend material before. So what am i? Incapable of having a relationship? or scared?
Just plain hopeless