My name is Brittany and I am 13 years old. Well my best friend's name is Kayla and she is 13 as well..and.. I have a truly BIG problem. Well I am basically in love with my best friend's boyfriend. You see they are in love with each other (at least thats what they think/say.)His name is Grey. They have already kissed each other and they have already said they loved each other. Heck he even asked her to marry him for when they get older. She has told me countless times that this is the "one" and that she wants to spend the rest of her life with him..they have been going out for almost 2 month's now. But it hurts me so much when I hear about how much they love each other.. Its like I am in quick sand. I have not told him about how I feel yet. But I will try to back off and think about other guys that are available but it doesn't work... I am truly in love with him.. I try to tell myself that they are in love and I should not get in between that. But it doesn't work at all. I love him and he doesn't know it. I don't bother to tell him cause I know what he would say. I love Kayla and I am in love with Grey. I cant get him out of my head. I am so in love with him that I haven't been able to get sleep and when I say that I mean I could go 24 hours without sleep because of my thoughts of him.. All I want is to be in his arms and to feel his soft lips on mine and I will be o.k. But I don't know what to do.. because from the time they went out till now, I have been feeling like this.. why haven't I am healed yet? Why haven't I moved on yet? Why am I so focused on him. Its like for some reason I still have a little hope in my heart when I know I should not because I have no chance at all. Please help me out!