A few years back me and my best friend became intimate. After that our relationship started to become all about sex. The only time we would see each other would be to have sex. Which was always fine with him. But for me I have always been in love with him, which he knows. He always had other girlfriends while we were sleeping together and even thoough it bothered me, this continued for about fours years--until I decided I could do it anymore. Since then I haven't seen or talked to him. It's been about two years. He called the other day out of the blue wanting to see me. I am not sure what to do. As much as I miss him and want to see him, part of me knows as soon as I see him, I'm going to revert back to the easy girl I have always been when he is around. I love him so much and now he says he wants be with me and regrets not realizing this sooner. I don't know what to do. Should I at least see him again to see if my feelings or still there and risk the chance of all my feelings returning?
In Love and Confused