About a year ago my best friend and his girlfriend were having some problems and I tried to help in sorting it out. But it got out of hand and I fell in love with the girlfriend and she fell in love with me. We started doing things behind my friends back, and eventually they broke up. We were about to get together, but she started seeing my friend again and I was lost. She started telling me that she hated me and I should have never got between them in the first place. I have never been so hurt in my life. Then about a week ago they broke up, and she called me and told me everything. She said she didn't mean it and that she wanted to be friends. But I know that she really wants me because she doesn't have him. I still love her, and I'm still mad at her. I feel that the only way that she would have me was if she didn't see my friend. What should I do?