I am 24 and have been with my boyfriend for 4 years. 1 month ago, we moved in together. I was SO excited as this was the thing that I had been waiting for! I was so excited it was untrue. I had some initial grief from my parents (a bit traditional) but I fought tooth and nail to stick up for him.
The night before we moved in, I started to get the most unexpected cold feet. The day we moved in I cried all day. I am so worried, because now I can't get rid of this feeling that something is wrong. I have been soul searching, and all I want is to get back to normal but I have freaked myself out with my cold feet. Now I am obsessed by the horrid feeling. Even when it goes I bring it back by thinking, 'is it still there'. I so desperately want this to work, but it's so hard carrying on feeling like this.
I told my boyfriend. He wants me to stay and not give up on 4 years in one month.
He is lush and I don't want to lose him over this!
Tearful and crazy; normall sane in Glos