I've been married 3 years. I love my husband--we have a very special relationship. However, a few weeks ago, I was drinking with his best friend who is at our home often, and we kissed. I told my husband about it, and he forgives me, but I don't know how to forgive myself. Also, his friend is still over all the time, and it's very awkward for me. I still care for his friend as a friend, so I don't want to ask him to stay away. My husband trusts me still somehow. I have no desire to kiss his friend ever again, but I don't know how to act around him. What should I do? He doesn't even know that I told my husband about it!