I had a fight with my dad a while ago and I ended up getting kicked out of the house. I don't blame him. I blame his "wife." She controls his thoughts, but when he's not around her, he's the best man in the world. I love him very much and I miss him too. Every time I talk to him on the phone (which is like once a month), I cry because I miss him. He hurt me really bad. And the other night I had a dream that said if I don't deal with my dad, I'm going to go crazy and lose the love of my life--my boyfriend. I'm afraid to talk to my dad because he hurt me so bad but I don't want to lose my boyfriend.
In Love and Misery