I have always had problems with my father. I still remember myself being a kid and having problems with him. I think it was because he understood that I was becoming someone unlike him. My relationship with him became very unpleasant and I had to move out from my parents' house because of him. I don't know how I can find a way of talking to him again. All I do is wrong and not good enough for him. I do want to visit that house because I have 2 baby sisters who I love and miss a lot, and there's also my mother who I love the most. BUT there's him who's always there as well, and who makes me feel bad and guilty about everything. Like today, I found out he was mad at me because I did not say hi to him first a few days ago. This situation is really making me feel uncomfy coming home, and ignoring him is not very workable any more, so please help!