Dear Anyone,
I am currently in a relationship. I recently became friends with a co-worker who I immediately connected with. We started to hang out almost every day (more so than my own boyfriend). I honestly did not think of him other than just being his friend. As we started to hang out even more, we became a lot more comfortable and very flirtatious. Then two days ago, we ended up having oral sex. I also NEVER thought I would be the type to cheat on my boyfriend. The funny thing is that my friend and I still treat each other the same and nothing as changed between us. However, both of us feel a ton of guilt because I am in a relationship. We decided to put our friendship on hold because of it. Unfortunately, now I so confused about my own relationship. I find myself constantly thinking of my friend. I keep telling myself I want to be with my boyfriend and I am happy with him but deep down inside I have big doubts.
so confused
