Dear Anyone,
I've fallen in love with my best friend of 7 years and don't know what to do.
I moved away from her but moved back in the last 6 months, and have fallen for her completely. I've thought for a while that she wouldn't be interested, but as she was single and always wanted to spend time with me I always had a little bit of hope at the back of my mind. Just lately she has been seeing another guy, which hurt, but there was still hope even though seeing her happy with another person kills me. I found out in the last few days that they are officially a couple now and I'm feeling lost and upset, I don't think she knows how I feel and am scared to ruin what we already have, seeing as I have a strong suspicion that she can't return the same feelings. I've considered telling her we can't be friends any more but that would lead to even more hurt. I've even had suicidal thoughts over it but I'm unlikely to act on them. Something needs to happen because I'm becoming more and more depressed. At the moment, I'm still seeing her daily and feeling hurt all the time.
Hopelessly in love with best friend.