Dear Anyone,
I am a 25 year old undergraduate student with some pretty intense attractions towards a professor. We clearly share a lot of common interests, and styles. I am a lesbian, and I believe her to be, though her behavior is very ambiguous. I notice myself making less eye contact, and trying to "not" act like I have a crush on her because I know that would be outside the boundaries of professor/student relationship. However, she is driving me crazy. I think about her all of the time when I am not in class, and find myself fantasizing about ways to work my way into her life outside of school. I am very clear that she likes me, but again, I believe she is very ambiguous about how much because she definitely plays by the rules. I just don't know if I can wait until the end of the semester to say something to her. And after this semester, if I wasn't so incredibly attracted to her, I had wanted to take more of her classes because she is a wonderful professor. I'm just afraid that the conflict of interest is already present for me, and that I should end student/professor ties with her at the end of this semester, and try to pursue a relationship, in any context, with her outside of school. People, I am crazy about this woman. I can't wait to attend her next class to see her again. I almost feel overwhelmed with feelings about her.
In love with the teacher