Dear Anyone,
My boyfriend is 39 and I'm 25. We've been together for 10 months. I really am starting to fall for this man; he is so adorable to me, but he has two sides to him. And I am having a hard time trying to figure out if this one is a keeper or is it just a fantasy in my head.
In the beginning he (of course) courted me. At the time I was celibate and I had just gotten out of a drug treatment center. He was such a gentleman and he spoiled me with affection, attention and gifts. He has been drug-free for 10 years now and I'm coming up on a year clean. He has a good job and he is a wonderful dad.
Part two of our relationship came after about 6 months. I finally gave in and we had sex. He's small but really good. And for a while we were doing it like rabbits. Since the begining he has bought me a new wardrobe, jewelry, fur coat--the works basically.
Part 3 of our relationship is I feel like the other side of him is coming out because he's comfortable. It seems like he doesn't really try to give me any affection any more. Recently he has been going to the strip club. It seems like he thinks that I should just be ok with this. I'm a very jealous person. And I always think women are trying to take my man from me. I'm always checking his phone and checking his messages. And he knows I do. I don't think he's cheating on me, but because of my past relationship I'm scared that he might be playing me.
What do you think I should about this man?
Ms.Scared Jealous