Dear Anyone,
I have been dating this guy for 2 years. I don't feel like our relationship is moving forward. I don't feel happy anymore like I used to. I keep having thoughts of my ex boyfriend who is in a relationship and has 2 kids. He doesn't satisfy me sexually anymore either. It seems like all we do is fight and argue. Sometimes I want to be with him and sometimes I don't. I have cheated on him before and am having thoughts of doing it again. There is only one problem with leaving him: I don't think I could make it money-wise without him and I seem to be addicted to him.
truly confused