Dear Anyone,
I am really submerging to the depths of my silence, lamentation because of this guy. I really knew this guy since elementary, and since then I developed this severe crush on him until I was in high school. Even though he has a girlfriend I really don't care as long as he remains to be my inspiration. But then a tragedy I can't really forget erupted, I saw his "new" girlfriend and him at the mall but this time I can't breath and my chest is aching. My friends told me my mere inspiration has fallen off its edge, which I realized I felt something else. This is the things he never knew until now. Secretly loving someone hurts especially if they had their someone now. I tried to forget him, trying to avoid him, but on my path to oblivion I never succeed. Riding on one jeepney,on one sunday church or even on the same dance organization would really keep me away from forgetting him. Its just that seeing him with his girlfriend tends to pinch me so hard. I don't know what to do, I've already listed other "alternatives" for him, but he is way too different from the others.. I just want to stop this insanity crying-over for him who has already a girlfriend, yet I could not..what should I do now?
Broken Pink Wings