Dear Anyone,
I have a big problem, and it's very confusing. Last year when I was in 7th grade, I started going out with this guy. He was the absolute perfect guy. We literally went out two days after we met. But, my best friend used to go out with him before I did. She didn't care at all since she had a new boyfriend. Anyways, while I was going out with him I got kinda scared. He was too perfect. He was also my first kiss. My boyfriend before him and I went out for 6 months, and for some reason I thought I really wasn't ready to be with him yet. I was over my ex-boyfriend completely but, he wasn't over me. All the people at school wanted us to break up, so one day I did it. But, not the way I wanted to. My friend told him I didn't want to go out with him anymore, and I had no idea he had done that. But I figured it was too late to take it back. So, since then I've liked him. It's been a year since. Over the summer I told him everything about how I felt. It was the hardest thing I ever did. But, then my best friend started to like him, while i liked him. She didn't care at all. Then she stopped and I still liked him. She promised she's never do it again to me, but she did. Now she likes him and talks to him everyday, and I've kept it quiet for months. I don't know what to do anymore. It also doesn't help that he goes to a different school. I wish so badly that I could back to last year and never break up with him. His family was like family to me. Every time I see them, my heart breaks. It's the hardest thing ever. Please tell me what I should do. Or, even if he's worth it.
heartbroken
