Dear Anyone,
I cheated on my husband after being married for 14 years. He never came near me and sex did not exist in our relationship for a long time. I told him if he did not want sex I would find it someplace else. Once we were apart I found out that he has cheated on me with at least 4 different women and attempted another 3 times. He says he loves me and is sorry and he would never do it again. I really do love him and we have 2 sons together, I do not trust him, he is a habitual liar, doesn't have a steady job and is not a good father but I still love him. We have filed for a divorce but have not gone to court.
Not sure what to do