Dear Anyone,
I am currently married. I have been for a year and a half now. I have known my husband for about five years. Before our relationship I told him about my first love, whom I thought was my soulmate and would one day marry. I never thought that my husband and I would be married. I always told myself I wouldn't marry young, and I question my happiness often and I know my husband sees my unhappiness. I am rarely intimate and often very short with him. I feel that my first love still has feelings for me, even though the situation is more complicated than that, I have strong feelings for someone else. I know it will not go away. I don't know if I should continue to work on my relationship with my husband and hope this is just a thing I'm going through or should I tell him how I feel? I fear if I continue to pretend I am happily married things will only get worse.
love is tricky